So I've read this before through a good friend last summer&it was brought back to my attention through my bl00dsister in Christ,going strong for seven years now =) well in the long run but closer for four...got lost in the beginning lol,we weren't as close&it was just starting. But anyway, the letter is this and although the author is unknown, the real author is God. And that is what I believe.
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone, to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God says to a Christian, "No, not until you are satisfied and fulfilled and content with living, loved by me alone, with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me alone. I love you, my child, and until you discover that only in me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me, exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings.
"I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow me to give you that most thrilling plan existing, one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the BEST! Please allow me to bring it to you. You just keep watching me, expecting that satisfaction, expecting the greatest things, and know that I Am. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you. You must wait!
"Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look around at the things others have received. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away up to me, or you'll miss what I want to show you.
"And then, when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would ever imagine. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready (I am working this very minute to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satsified exclusively with me and the life I have planned and prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me...and this is perfect love.
"Dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with myself. Know that I love you utterly, I am God Almighty. Believe and be satisfied."
Just wanted to share this and re-read myself so I can look back and re-read again. For there is truth in this letter and I'm so blessed to have another close friend bring it back to my reality.For there are times when I really don't know and wonder ever so often about who's who. Not to mention why mr.bestfriend seems to come with his suprises everytime I "give up" on him in a way to prevent myself from over-analyzing,hoping and getting too emotional for what I know may just be a figment of my imagination. But who am I to judge. I only know as much as I am to know given the time and reality of it all. It amuses me tremendously of the timing especially nonverbal&verbal communication though. But all is just part of life and part of those moments in itself. So I'm just praying that I do believe and remind myself that God has His Plan for me and my signifcant other. If that's mr.bestfriend?...I won't know until I'm told.
Including with God's Plan, I'm not too sure about this leadership role within PNYM...I'll keep praying,trying not to be ignorant of His Words. I'm just praying for one of those clear signs and strong 'feelings' or rather words of inspiration to ensure that I'm called to be a more apparent sign of His Words and humbly express His Deeds....
that's all for now...
roxannemarie♥
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