smhh,collegeee.

Okay, so my report card was fine,my average went down a few points but the only drastic change was psych =( but I still have an 80 average in the class so I'm good. This whole college process has officially stressed me out. Although I know now where I'll be attending. The waiting process and finding out has stressed 'my' life completely >:o
As for where I'll be going,I'll be Class of '13 at Molloy =) I may not be a freshman nursing major but I'm under undeclared to be declared after fall *09. Minor setback but pre-requisites are mandatory anyway and I'll be declared a nursing major after that's done. There's always a waay =D.
Apparently my mom wants me to "fly" to class. Telling me that I won't be allowed to drive yet. It makes complete nonsense,my dad laugh and look at my mom funny. It makes no sense for me to take public transportation everyday if I can drive. It's interesting to me though for my mom to change her mind when she "okay-ed" me driving a month ago from wherever I had planned to stay during college. What difference did a month make?
Sometimes it seriously bothers me when my family still sees me as 5 years old. So I am the baby in the family, but I'm also growing up. Not that I want to be an adult just yet,but, I am on the way there. I'm still learning and the fact of me growing up won't change. It's part of life. The life that I'll soon be experiencing even more than I am now...once I'm in college. One minute everyone is asking me or telling me how I should finish college and make decisions for myself. Then the next minute when I make my decisions or discuss them,they shut them down. So much for any discussions at all. Then they wonder why I get upset at times or why it's difficult for me to actually hold a serious conversation with my family. The answer to that is, that they actually don't take me seriously and when it matters the most, they pretend they never heard me say anything at all discerning the matter or topic.Then I get yelled at. That makes perfect sense...
As for "bestfriend", I won't know until I ask or until we discuss everything, well almost everything. What didn't seem to matter before does now. But isn't it always like that. Certain things seem insignificant until there's meaning given or absolute worry or concern behind it. For now I don't understand or rather don't want to try understanding just because at the moment I'm stubborn,afraid,and tired of wondering why?what?when? and where?
All questions that need answers that won't be answered until asked....womp womp.