she's leaving

Miss filipiniana was unorganized but I had tons of fun regardless tht ms luzon was late,she tried to outstage me w| her dress,she changed also in a red dress which was the same blue dress(frm adriannes debut) but she didn't end up dancing.I changed into my ate's orange dress && it worked out better so there. I danced with my dad && with both my escorts.yes I was blessed with two =).Thank you both, I messed up the tango but only seldom people noticed. I stunned my dad with my flip as my Ate told me a relay of my dad's facial expression(oh you flip,putang ina mo) lol. My kuya met all my friends literally&&all the people that matter to me most =)&&he thinks they're all cool. Plus he's planning to go to this years LSS woohooo<3 can't waiitt. We went to nikki's house for a bit then to kuya calvin's for tita faye's baby showwer,then to adrianne's housee as we waited outsidee&then went to the basement. Interceded as one family<3. It was different for my kuya,but he's searching for God willingly nowadays && I'm very proud. So I thank God he was with me && I spent the whole day with him&&mdp<3 (lol) sad part of the day was that alothough it hasn't fully hit me hard that one of my bestfriends is leaving for good, I still don't havee words to say to her. Sure what I said in the video is true,no doubt. But there's "so much that is said unheardd"
&& there's no letter this time,sorry batch. There's not enough paper or ink that'll work.I will really miss you though....mail me pasalubong please =)....hahaha....I'll visit you one day&&we'll go to absinth when we're old enough&&I'll give you && ure fam the hook up! Well I know somewhat what I need to say to you to your face && I will in a good 8 hours when I visit you. All the talks we've had since 07 all the deep convos&&well that one time I didn't tlk to you for a good two to three days =p
Man oh man now I'm mixed up w| mr.pictureperfect&&mr.perfectpicture,oh no I jus rememberd hahahahaha.I'm pretty sure you're keeping tht photo && posting it somewhere&&probably will wait for tht long distance phonecall saying tht it's true. Insiders are fun! Why won't thiss contract burn?I don't recall every signing this one =)
I'm really going to miss you batchh&&I'm sure someone will take care of ahemm but you still cann even though ure miles && miles away.


*now I know wht someone thinks of me&&the more it makes me confused,i loovvvee this feeeeliiing though&the more I seem infatuatedd w| the idea,it may not be "love" but it's a different kind of love,love of a friend&&infatuation of something a little deeper....maybee...