one thing I refuse to over analyze

Of all the things I've over analyzed for the longest time,this is one thing I refuse to over analyze.So this type of friendship has no name&&is pretty interesting to explain but silly at the same time when said outloud.But this is the one thing I will not overanalyze, but state the facts on.
So everything about it is different&&semi-out of the norm.But it's normal for the both of us regardless what anyone says.I love every moment of it&&I have no regrets.Without a doubt would I rather know for sure what the "answer" would be,but at the same time I already know. With knowing the answer,honestly I'm just afraid that something will go wrong. Of course knowing that something may go wrong will not be what will hold me back in any of my actions as it has done before with others,but it has crossed my mind&&it is now out of my system. With everything, there is a balance. When I lift everything up to God, all will follow =).
So far as I know,this is just one of those unspoken deals.The deal where all he does is protect me as much as possible&&give "the eye" to whoever is around me. Well keep the closest eyes on me and make sure I'm close within his reach. Sure he trusts me but its everyone else he "knows" that he doesn't trust as much. Its one of those friendships that there's no pressure from either one of the two.But the mini-fear of losing each other when in attempt of a risk. Whatever the circumstance,it's also unspoken yet known that we're both going to be there for the other no matter what or who tries to tell us otherwise.
For me,its one of the greatest gifts in 'my' life.The peace of mind,heart,body&&soul --other than being on a full retreat from the world&&in the full focus of God throughout my life =]-- I feel when we're within reach of each other.The kind of happiness that's hard to explain&&hard to forget.Granted we don't know where we'll be going in the future&&what will happen,but I believe nothing will drastically change anyway.Besides,in God's Hands I offer this up.This especially since day one&&it hasn't failed.Its one of those things that you know&&you're just 'sure' within your heart.