Dmn,I'm on the brink of being a b!tch && freakkin out! So close to losing my mind && ready to explodee. So it's slowly starting && well everyone thinks it just attitude but it's really me stressing out bout everything! Take offense to me,blame me,don't talk to me at the moment that's fine.I really just need to chill && just have fun as I should be having. Today I had fun w| the mesina family which was unexpected as I was only to practice the tango which by the way got further than expected && a little less nerve racking so much as to the fact of my catching on faster && creating my own embellishment =) played tennis w| his family && kinda felt like a mother after since his parents went out together after && joel && I were left w| the kids hahhaaa. It was cool though. Made new names for the different movements && got through a little more than half the song. So much sh!t that's left to do I don't know how I'll be able to do it all. Went to ate nicki's house && learned && created the pandango sa ilaw && learrned && mastered it all within the few hours I spent there && was lucky enough to visit adrianne to stop by,so that's cool && gave me a sense of relaxation. Still freaking out bout everything && trying to figure out how people are getting there especially both my escorts =p && how everything will come to play day of && with everything that's been wandering around my thoughts,I just don't know how to deal w| it all anymore. I'm freaking out regents are tomorrow && friday! There's movie night,my semi-big day && some other event tht I'm singing at! WTF!
I'm almost losing my mind&&I can't deal w| anyone anymoreee!
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