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how do you tell one of your best friends that the girl he fell in love with was only using him for the mere experience of the idea of having a boyfriend? that from the start she was only attracted to you because you told her she was ugly && maarte which is true for she is self-centered && doesn't act her age of eighteen.
she influenced his relationship with his cousin who was your best friend in the big family you have, aside from his brother,because now they don't even talk.all his titas dislike her from the beginning because they already saw it coming && she tried playing him && his cousin. his cousin took himself out && well now the two cousins are alright but he's the one who can't even communicatee with her at all.since the start,she denied their relationship to her parents && so did he until one night he really couldn't take it anymore since he,one of my best friends started crying.his stepmom already told him to just be friends so he wouldn't be hurt.-obviously we all know you can't prevent feeling the way people do towards another regardless how hard we try.-
but look at it now.she stays denying everything,her parents both know.mind you her mom is all about the social status of what school you attend who you date && all that,&& since he comes from the province, that's not enough.maybe for your mom that isn't enough but she can't decide so much who you end up liking....you said you love him,yet you kept it a secret,you were planning to go away for college && not tell him,saying he's going to find out once you're gone, you told me that if I ended up liking him you'd be happy for me....well you tell me what kind of love is that? number one. he isn't like a toy where if you don't want it anymore you can give it away.number two.what do you think of me? && number three.that should tell you something bout yourself && the whole relationship you had with my best friend. you say you love him,but can't love him whole-heartedly because you compare yourself to his ex,his first love.you want your first boyfriend to be his first girlfriend so you both can be each other's first loves'.which is fine for that's what you want but what does that mean for your relationship with my best friend? a fling for the mid-spring to summer? you say you love him && he's told you he loves you,yet you still don't know how much you've influenced his life && changed him && now because of her lies && what she made him truly believe was okay having a Mutual Understanding relationship,you stopped picking up his calls && answering his ims && so what is happening now,you played my best friend,he can't even talk to me about it as much as he used to because he hurts that much && even you,won't tlk to me as well tellin me how we were best friends yet you are always amazed about how much I know about tfc or movies && actors as if I don't take pride && joy in being a filipino american since usually the ones you know are americanized....
now you're going to freshman year of college at 18 && he's 17 going to sophomore year of college you both can talk to each other && as much as he'd love to,he stopped trying since you've ignored his every try. you stayed thinking it was okay to keep everything a secret,you've caused drama within his family,you've made him look like the bad-guy since your parents trust you so much saying how innocent you are but everything leads back to you && you have nothing to say,you're totally speechless.

I know everything will be okay in time,but I'm sorry for you who used one of my best friends to get an experience of having a boyfriend && tried to hide it from your parents;hiding it in the first place was the first mistake && denying everything that has happened when you were the one who started kissing him,&& then used me as your safety to be around each other since your mom won't let you hang out with him && his brothers without me there-which,for me,shows how much your parents trust you or them when all our parents are best friends&&fyi it doesn't matter if you're 18 or older when you started making plans to go here && there without parental approval while you still live under their house,their rules,you just screwed yourself over && everyone you involve.--
he's a down-to-earth person yet it unfortunate that his heart he gave to you wasn't enough or up to your standards....