just dance

I dance with my own beat that comes from the rythm in my feet.People look && stare then talk to the one next to them. For me whether their commentary is positive or not I could careless.Take it as me being prideful then I agree with you half-baked,I take pride in my dancing becuase its one of the things I do that graces me with freedom. Freedom away from all of the worries && stress I afflict upon myself && dancing in the act of itself blesses me with the privilege of bringing sense into 'my' life.
Whether I dance by myself,with one person,or a group,dancing is like an outlet for me that keeps me somewhat sane.You can say dancing for me brings an indescribable sense of peace. In the sweat && out of breath sensation after awhile,I have another drive in me that keeps me going.
I'd like to think it comes from the same energy that I originally began with. Sometimes even more than that I lose myself simultaneously. I get lost in my own little world when I dance. Somewhat similiar to when you get lost in a world when you love someone close to you,the love of a best friend. It's silently understood with a bond or a contract that doesn't need either parties signatures. Dancing for me just frees my soul,heart,body.spirit,&& mind. I don't dance for show, I don't dance for you, I dance for me, I dance for fun. Judge me if you will,but given the chance I'd just dance with you in hope of you seeing how much joy && peace that derives from within me.