torn

a little bit torn between the two groups of people that ive grown to love both so dearly...i know i shouldnt worry too much because they love me just the same but personally feel torn between the two.i know i cant be in two places at once&&dont get me wrong i wouldnt necessarily change anything different between the two because than it would be just for my own selfishness&i was taught better than that.but does that mean i would have to choose between the two one day for finalization? i mean i already started having this feeling a few months ago&it was progressing for the better&&then regressing for the 'feeling' of being a loner.i know there are not enough hours in the day&night.idkk getting sick bc of the weatherr >.< freaking allergiess pluus other ishh but if i just lift it all up i can get through it all..