I so proud!

So today, as I lucked out by not taking any midterms or finals, I'm going to my kuya marc's graduation! Marc, is my big brother. Always has been and always will be. Well Marc my first cousins and my godbrother Nevin. They're my backbone in the family. Slowly but surely, so are my acutal ates. It's weird for me. Nowadays, my Ate Rhoda and Ate Roslyn ask me ever so often about my day and what I'm doing. I know a lot of it has to do with my personality of being very private. Yet, I am also one who wants to share her life story. Which is why I end up writing here or in notebooks and epecially through songs or poetry.
Kuya Marc, the guy who I can always take to and chill with when given he chances to. We're like two peas in a pod especially when our families go out. If I'm not there he isn't if he's not there I'm not...most of the times anyway. It sucks this year though, we were both supposed to go to pinas in the summer,but our older cousin Mark is getting married in April. He's going and I'm not being it as my senior year and all. Wohoo class of oh nine! =)
my Kuya Marc is your basic gangster thug looking kind of guy. The baggy jeans oversized hoodies fitteds and yeaah. So for him to be graduating especially early as january, is quite amusing to the old fashioned filipino family of mine. Where if you dress or act a certain way you're a loss of hope. But that's besides the point because who isn't judgmental. Still bothers my godbrother and I though just because we know Marc more than they ever will. I do love both my kuya&godbrother very very very much and it's reciporcal. Lol. If anything were to happen to me there'll be trouble and vice versa. Kuya Marc, I'm so proud of you and our family can just put their fist in their mouths because you are graduating and even with the award of perfect attendance...which is why you didn't come to LSS..but it's just not your time yet. I'm blessed to have a kuya like you&I know that your brother is watching over you and me smiling at your success,guiding you in your every way<3
R.I.P. CHRISTOPHER RYAN SAN DIEGO
I know if you were here on Earth, your Kuya would be the same kind of man he is today with the repsonsibility of being an awesome brother and friend. I may not have met you,sine you were born a month before mee and although you lived a little longer after I was born, I was in an incubator all connected to tubing with the marks to prove it. I love you,please continue to bless us. For all I know, you are Marc's guardian angel<3
salamat sa lahat 'kuya' christopher ryan, we will be together again...