summer so far

So as each day passes,there's always room to look back and see what I've learned, what I've done and what else is in store.Well, I've talked to someone that i haven't talked to since March due to misunderstandings, so I think that's pretty cool and well we're going to be together with our families for a good week so there's no more awkward silences anymore =). After the best of the best constantly telling me the same thing over and over, I finally decided to take it into consideration for the happiness of myself and not in a selfish manner, start caring about my well being. I don't know exactly what my ambitions are in life yet, but I do know I would like to be consistent with the atmosphere of music and dance. Sure, I haven't taken any classes for dance or music but hopefully this Septemeber I'll be able to attend Diller-Quaile for music. Maybe, God-willingly. Lately, everything has a 'new light' in the way my perspectives have been slightly altered and every aspect of life is truly beautiful. Whether or not I stay home for hours or go out alone or with people that I've grown to love and those who love and care about me just the same. I'm waiting to go out with a few people soon for fun of course and to do a few things for personal growth. Hopefully some of the events thst are in progress of being planned, goes as planned.
As of right now, I just want this summer to be a summer where I personally want to grow, with people around me, and most especially God Himself. Granted, I know nothing about what is to be planned out for my life or what God has in store for me at all.
This is the summer before my senior year begins, so many decisions are needed to be made and certain things that are needed to be arranged in a timely-order. A summer where I learn from my mistakes and learn from all the complaints that have been complained about. A summer that won't be forrgetable. A summer that all in all should be happier than sad.A summer with priceless moments with family and friends and being around them as much as possible. It may be high expectations at first, but honestly, these expectations have mostly come to surface with being true. All I ever need has been given to me in one way or another not short of any blessing. I know that all the necessities for 'my' life is granted unto me through God and knowing that, is all that matters. Words are insufficient to the expressions that are inexplainable and for that very reason I'm forever grateful.