smhh

So total fail for my lenten promises >_< definitely drank iced tea including green tea,ate chocolate and slowly returning to the rude unappropriate use of profanity. Prom is coming soon and well my prom partner, is a pretty chill dude. A friend of a friend. Hahaha. Different events have happened lately and I'm still trying to make sense of it. The high school days of reflection have been amazingly stressful but worth it all. There's several messages that I've ignored and several messages that I've received. Also trying to make sense of them as well. Whether it deals with the big question of "where am I going" at the current moment. College hasn't exactly been the easiest decision with the somewhat incomplete 'rolemodels' to follow.
smhhh also have been totally distractedd with everyone and everythingg only driving myself insane with over analyzing as perusual. listening to a bunch of songs haven't helped either however, this past week has its happy interesting moments as well. haha just kidding. well the week has definitely answered the many mind questions i pose to myself and haven't disappointed me at all. Some have just suprised me and confirmed different aspects as well. I still have to keep reminding myself that its all in HIS PLAN and in HIS TIME. I need to f.r.o.g.! xD
FULLY RELY ON GOD