I may not have all the anwers,I never said I did. But I've truly realized that He is the Way the Truth and the Life. I may not be able to please everyone and I can't say that I'll be myself if I did try pleasing everyone. I'm human after all. I'm finished trying to learn the hard way. I'll try learning vicariously again. I don't want to keep certain situations in life a secret. I shouldn't feel the desperate need to keep my life in secrecy. Yes, there are certain things that'll be kept secret the things that are only known between Him and me. I mean one of the last secrets I kept that was somewhat serious was when I was in relationship, but that was back in December..I still keep in touch though =) but anyway..ever since then I've started the year single and continue to be single.

For a while now, I guess that's been on my mind. Where I'd be if I was still with him. Being that within less than a month from now we'd be a year. But where has this year gotten me? It's gotten me through several circumstances. To certain places that I'd never want to visit and places I'd love to go back too. Certain places that remind me of how simple life used to be, places that all I feel is peace&comfort. Places where I've never been to before and only revisit given it's with the same person or people. I can't say I've learned too much. But I've realized how friends come and go. If graced at their own discretion, they come back around. One thing other than God that has kept me going are my bestfriends. Although they don't know just how much they mean to me or well sometimes I feel it goes unnoticed, I wouldn't be who I am. For one they all have different places in my being that will be theirs forever.

run everywhere run somewhere
run maybe some distant place
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