Two Days/Nights Straight "Steady Chill"
But the part that was most irritable to me was you. I don't understand why I'm giving you indirect consent to make me feel the way I do. You give me the "shakes". Honestly even when everyone "jokes" around about us with their comments even Tita,you are not amused. Fine. I'd rather you look me in the eyes&tell me straight up where I stand in your life. But you can't even do that! &&your reasoning is that you just "can't". BS,it's that you "won't".You say I don't bother you. You say friends na tayo at bakit iniisip ko galit ka sa akin kase wala akong ginawa masama...blah blah blah. Yet your actions speak that much louder "dude". "Babe na babe at Hon" tuloy sinasabi mo sa akin. Na ka iniis meng. You don't want photos taken when we're next to each other or you turn the other way. Unless may kasama ka sa ibang tao. I don't need these mind games meng. Granted, I do admit I've placed myself in this game that I hate&know oh too well. But besides that, I really do hope you're happy&whoever you have a relationship with makes you the happiest you've ever been and more.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
"why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?"
You've taught me how to love,cry,laugh&be myself around you.
You've also taught me how to become completely vulnerable because of you.
You're one of the few that I thought I'd never become so frustrated over.
But you've broken me down. You've teared down these walls I've built&also helped build them up.
You've seen me in all my pride&glory,shame&guilt. With my accomplishments&failures. You've seen it all. You've seen me. You make me think twice&if you're not in the back of my mind with all my thoughts,you're at the forefront. You make me smile like a fool when I think of you&it's just been way too long already. I'd never want you to leave this life of mine because I'd truly be at a loss for words. You've become that one person that could change my attitude with what words you say and the actions you make. Sometimes I ask myself why I've given you this "power" over me..but I know exactly why. You've become this person I've learned to love unconditionally,unknowingly&believe it or not,I won't allow myself to ever let you know how or why I love you so.
You've also taught me how to become completely vulnerable because of you.
You're one of the few that I thought I'd never become so frustrated over.
But you've broken me down. You've teared down these walls I've built&also helped build them up.
You've seen me in all my pride&glory,shame&guilt. With my accomplishments&failures. You've seen it all. You've seen me. You make me think twice&if you're not in the back of my mind with all my thoughts,you're at the forefront. You make me smile like a fool when I think of you&it's just been way too long already. I'd never want you to leave this life of mine because I'd truly be at a loss for words. You've become that one person that could change my attitude with what words you say and the actions you make. Sometimes I ask myself why I've given you this "power" over me..but I know exactly why. You've become this person I've learned to love unconditionally,unknowingly&believe it or not,I won't allow myself to ever let you know how or why I love you so.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
I hate this unnecessary BS
I don't know which one hurts more.
The fact that we're trying to be friends or the fact our friends play "pretend" when it comes to knowing what changed our friendship.
The fact that we're trying to be friends or the fact our friends play "pretend" when it comes to knowing what changed our friendship.
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