Dear Spring, You've Got me Sprung!

It seems for the past year thus far, when Spring comes so does another person.

I met you a little more over than a month ago. The night of Saint Patrick's Day to be exact. Although you&everyone else except my bestfriend Kevin aka K.Ninja/Waffles were pretty drunk out of your minds,I still met you...and Kevin&I fooled everyone with us being "engaged" as the bestfriends that we are. HAHA. We'd talk here and there just to see if I could come out with everyone to chill. The few time I have so far,you have failed to show...Mister "miss everything". But then there was that other time,Saturday March 26 that I chilled with everyone for a Grand Central Park "photo shoot" where you came to Shar's house afterwards. I, of course didn't stay too long because everyone was invited to some other party that night.

Which brings us to your 21st birthday,a time I didn't come out to celebrate being that I'm not 21 nor do I have a fake I.D.,or intend to have one (although it has crossed my mind)..but I still have curfew,depending on what day it is&what I'm doing the day after..Anyways,then comes last week when you asked if I wanted to come and chill with everyone at Shar's house again for movies,food&a good time. At this point,Kevin&I have been on weird terms well indirectly..not that it matters but it does to me,regardless if we're "okay" now. So this day,pretty much changed the dynamics of things.

J&B night.Monday April 18.Oh man,there was your belated birthday gift from Shar&I and you practically pissed on yourself from shock&amazement. NBD. One too many pictures,one too many laughs&good times...&our "first kiss" which I don't exactly count since it was more of a dare from everyone..uhm yeah. So I leave with Tone&basically by the time I get home and tell everyone that I'm home safely everyone's basically KTFO especially you...There was that possibility of seeing each other at the Shrine of Our Lady of the Island but you&your family left by the time I got there...We've been talking even more ever since last week and it's a really nice&"happy go lucky" feeling to have someone to talk to about anything&everything.

This past Tuesday April 26,my last day of Easter break we chilled once again. But this time it was just me&you. After I studied in the library until your class ended. We had dinner at your house,or rather you bought me dinner from Fritzies?..Two of my favorite Filipino foods,Sinigang na baboy&beef steak with rice(: We just talked some more,just listened to music,watched youtube videos til I had to go,you brought me home&you kissed me goodbye...haha so cliche.

Later when you got home,we talked on the phone&established that we obviously like each other. Along with other things,family,brief past relationships, but nothing in depth because we both have the mentality that the past is the past for a reason&although it shapes the people we are today, it's meant to teach us&not bring us down. True story brah.

In terms of where we stand,we do like each other but we're both also not in a rush either. Taking things slow and day to day,just as it should be.

Not going to lie though,I get butterflies every time we talk&catch myself smiling like a fool.
The fact that you are Filipino makes things a little easier minus the fact that your Tita&Tito actually know my parents because of their restaurant...But you wanting to improve my Tagalog speaking skills is a plus,even if you laugh at me or rather think it's cute because the way it comes out wrong -__-

We may not be together but we do have a lot to learn about each other and with each other. Either way,we're friends&you being one of my bestfriend's friend&part of that crew makes things that much more easier&fun. I guess we'll see.

I've learned to try not to worry about anything not in that "ignorant/naive" aspect but in the aspect of "Don't worry about anything,PRAY about EVERYTHING" mentality. I'm praying everyday,about everything and anything. Whether it be you,me,my family,my future,my present,my past&all that's in between.

Anyways,here's an update to my "lovelife" or lack there of. haha,no rush.
"Steady Chill" (: